Blissqueen

When I was a sophmore at the preppy all girls school that I went to, before I got kicked out, I decided to take my friend Mike from the preppy all boys prep school to meet my drug dealer. Mike looked straight, when we would go to cop together the dealers would just laugh in […]

Your Dream: my mothers fingers in the drinking fountain, she had cut them off and run away crazy
Words like mothers: Approval or disapproval. From what do you need to feel nourish and protected?
Words like fingers: Sensitivity and awareness. It denotes great spiritual research and restless efforts to reach the pinnacle of your ambitions. […]

“The best thing in life is life.”
- Ice Cube, Until We Rich

I feel like I am always putting my “real life” off until something gets done that will make it perfect.

in front of the house I drank from the fountain
and found her fingers
my mother’s fingers
she had cut them off and run away
she must have gone crazy
really crazy
I needed to help her
but I could not find her
I hoped she was happier now