Monthly Archives: January 2004

self abuse

“It's difficult to get self-abuse victims to stop blaming themselves for what's happened,” Hattchett said. “They think it's their fault, because they're too weak to resist. And, despite everything that has happened, they often maintain strong feelings for their abusers. I've seen it happen time and time again.” Read more →

new quiz

EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS = Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot Chipotle paris SOCIALITE ALIAS = Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied Hootenanny Portland “FLY GUY” ALIAS (a la J. Lo) = First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name J. Ha DIVA ALIAS = Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in… Read more →

For My Mom

When I die, I want your hands on my eyes: I want the light and the wheat of your beloved hands to pass their freshness over me once more: I want to feel the softness that changed my destiny. I want you to live while I wait for you, asleep. I want your ears still to hear the wind, I… Read more →

some sort of healing took place

I got a massage, but it was really a healing and Energy treatment After wards she walked me to the wall of light it was infinite and bright bright golden lemon yellow she said, go to the light and suddenly I felt this enormous magnetism pulling me towards it, and I knew that something fundamental had changed in me. Afterwards,… Read more →

why I love him so…

I got this fancy feng shui book and start reading a passage to him… all about how important it is to make the bed first thing in the morning , how it tidies the whole room, and starts the day right I look at him all self-satisfied and he smiles at me and says “no shit” Read more →


I'm a little hyped up tonight. Little hyped up. Smoked a nice big fat bag of crack right before the show. “Agghhhh!!” I'm only kidding folks. I would never do crack. I would never do a drug named after a part of my own ass. Ok folks? Kind of a personal guideline in my life. Somebody says, “You want some… Read more →

Sweet Treat

If there where something so Hard and clear It would have been Autumn so long ago So take your sweet treat In the evening Take your sweet treat In the evening Please to know this Please to know this If someone offers you some sugar He should eat it -Smog Read more →

Oh the places you’ll pee!

For You’ll Pee on the heater When your just 5 years old It will stink like high-hell At least that’s what we’re told As far from the entering train as can be It’s the “A” subway station In the bowels you’ll Pee Ass raised and angled in perky perfection Then the train charges in, From the opposite direction A surprising… Read more →

Tonight’s playlist

Tattva (Lucky 13 mix)-Kula Shaker 40 Days 40 Fights-Badly Drawn boy The Supermen (Alt(-David Bowie The Thoughts of Mary Jane-Nick Drake Sabotage-Beastie Boys Round the Bend-Beck Me Myself And I-De La Soul The Wife’s Awakening-Erik Satie Bell St. Lightnin’-Blind Willie McTell Ma Devise-Samia Farah I Write B-sides- Eels Evil Angel-Rufus Wainwright Essence-Lucinda Williams Exactly like you-Nina Simone The Cow’s Wrong-Beta… Read more →

I can not breath

You're Breathless! You want nothing morethan to live outside the law, but the law justwon't let you. You want an exciting life, butthe boring world gets in your way. Should'vewatched fewer American movies as a kid…youshouldn't date 'em, either. Which classic European film are you? brought to you by Quizilla Read more →