Blissqueen

“It's difficult to get self-abuse victims to stop blaming themselves for what's happened,” Hattchett said. “They think it's their fault, because they're too weak to resist. And, despite everything that has happened, they often maintain strong feelings for their abusers. I've seen it happen time and time again.”
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EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS = Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot
Chipotle paris
SOCIALITE ALIAS = Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied
Hootenanny Portland
“FLY GUY” ALIAS (a la J. Lo) = First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name
J. Ha
DIVA ALIAS = Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen
Chocolate […]

When I die, I want your hands on my eyes:
I want the light and the wheat of your beloved hands
to pass their freshness over me once more:
I want to feel the softness that changed my destiny.
I want you to live while I wait for you, asleep.
I want your ears still to hear the wind, I […]

I got a massage, but it was really a healing and
Energy treatment
After wards she walked me to the wall of light
it was infinite and bright bright golden lemon yellow
she said, go to the light
and suddenly I felt this enormous magnetism
pulling me towards it,
and I knew that something fundamental had
changed in me.
Afterwards, she had me come […]

I got this fancy feng shui book and
start reading a passage to him…
all about how important it is to
make the bed first thing in the morning
, how it tidies the whole room,
and starts the day right
I look at him all self-satisfied
and he smiles at me and says
“no shit”

a little girl came screaming
thru the exhibit
“I LOVE BEING HERE”

create your own visited country map

I don't know if I would recognize you
or anyone
I don't know if I would recognize myself
I want to believe that there is something special and innate
and enduring
and I am sure there is, but perhaps only in this moment

last night I found this very enjoyable

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I'm a little hyped up tonight. Little hyped up. Smoked a nice big fat bag of crack right before the show. “Agghhhh!!” I'm only kidding folks. I would never do crack. I would never do a drug named after a part of my own ass. Ok folks? Kind of a personal guideline in my life. […]

today-the 13th
marks
6 months
of cohabitational love-bliss
kisses to all

If there where something so
Hard and clear
It would have been
Autumn so long ago
So take your sweet treat
In the evening
Take your sweet treat
In the evening
Please to know this
Please to know this
If someone offers you
some sugar
He should eat it
-Smog

Blissqueen is one tough cookie
as part of the New Years resolution package
I am exercising (and exorcizing) more. A lot more.
and today, I did bicep curls
20 pounds in each arm.
Move over popeye
(please)

For
You’ll Pee on the heater
When your just 5 years old
It will stink like high-hell
At least that’s what we’re told
As far from the entering train as can be
It’s the “A” subway station
In the bowels you’ll Pee
Ass raised and angled in perky perfection
Then the train charges in,
From the opposite direction
A surprising light on your […]

Tattva (Lucky 13 mix)-Kula Shaker
40 Days 40 Fights-Badly Drawn boy
The Supermen (Alt(-David Bowie
The Thoughts of Mary Jane-Nick Drake
Sabotage-Beastie Boys
Round the Bend-Beck
Me Myself And I-De La Soul
The Wife’s Awakening-Erik Satie
Bell St. Lightnin’-Blind Willie McTell
Ma Devise-Samia Farah
I Write B-sides- Eels
Evil Angel-Rufus Wainwright
Essence-Lucinda Williams
Exactly like you-Nina Simone
The Cow’s Wrong-Beta Band
Don’t let up-Stereo MC-s
He Turns Down-Cat Power
Pillow fight-the 6th
Adult […]

It was so bright
We woke up just as the moon was setting
We vowed to take a picture the next night
But we didn’t
Today it is 4:06 and I am still in my bathrobe
And pink fluffy slippers
I have showered though

I am not working….
I am “between projects” as they say.
There is a cute Dj, in my house
he is man-handling the
wheels of steel
and making coffee
mmmmmmm
coffee

You're Breathless! You want nothing morethan to live outside the law, but the law justwon't let you. You want an exciting life, butthe boring world gets in your way. Should'vewatched fewer American movies as a kid…youshouldn't date 'em, either.
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now that has his proper strap! ( and not that nasty one with the pinchy metal clasps, and it was great to see and burn our mouths and hear the thai elvis, and then of course there was playing in cool on the sofa at the lovely kings day party of […]