Blissqueen

I got stiches today. While they sewed my up I wondered, what if they couldn't sew me up. what if I was just like humpty dumbty?

the high school girls have had another briliant day of hiking, listening to music, drinking tea, choosing boy friends, and applying nail polish and lip-stick.

“GODDAMMIT. No one is going to HAND art to you. You HAVE TO TAKE IT. It's not going to happen if you're worrying about other things. It's not going to HAPPEN if you're worrying about decorating the HOUSE. You have to KNOW you're a genius from the time you're FOURTEEN and not accept anything less. […]

I am going to add skating to my highschool activities. It is so fun.
I want to buy some good skates that roll oh so smooth and then I want
to skate, skate, skate.
see you in glendale.

my life is a high school girls fantasy.
All I am doing is working out (I have lost 5 pounds)
talking to boys and laughing with my girlfriends about
asses. all they same things I was concerned about in highschool,
except now I have a nice car and all my friends can stay out as
late as they want.

You have no cause for anything but gratitude and joy.
Buddhist teaching

Hiking leaves me feeling refreshed and good. I am happy with my life.
I have almost finished my infinite tasks and am glad.
It is good to feel. Of course, it is easy for me to say right now, because today I am feeling well. But, feeling is important. I have worked so fucking hard to feel, […]

today in the parking lot at ralph's I hear this “hey asshole”
apparently some guy pulled into another guys space. These two gentlemen were
only about 5 yards apart. It stuck me that people will say things from their cars that they would never say if they were just walking down the street, or at work, or […]

It has made me think of all the ideas I have had, how I have discounted them and
made myself practical. Made myself practical because I thought if I didn't I wouldn't
survive, now I realize that parts of me have not. gone so dormant that they have atrophed.
time to wake-up.

my new hero is
http://harrellfletcher.com/
I don't know who my last hero was or if I had one. Today I went to a lecture and it was so inspiring it
brought tears to my eyes. Harrell Fletcher does the most amazing shit! It makes my attempts at building community seem so superficial and piddily assed.
such as ” “S” […]