Blissqueen

I took a bath
and left a ring of dirt around the tub
a few rings actually
an archeological site
the layers explaining to me
what had happened

Some guy left naked pictures of himself on his work computer, when the computer was moved to another job, he forgot to take them off and the new user found them.
I guess he looked like a naked bean pole.

Everything is going wrong
I am trying not to cry
My face is twitching
And my boss just said he was going to put is foot in my ass
(he has a very big foot)

Last night when I got home I was STARVING
There was nothing in the fridge except leftover Indian restaurant ultra-hot hot sauce
So I ate it
Then I had a spoonful of peanut butter to take the edge off the burn
Later
My belly ached and in the morning I almost passed out and had to lie on the floor […]

Dancing in new shoes
Walking on gravel-feels like sharp glass
Licking spoons from the cake & frosting
Holding the baby
Peeling peach halves
Smelling dust
Smelling cut grass-building a fort
Eating a fried egg sandwich
Rolling tinfoil
Touching tongues
Watching the raccoon
Morning glories bloom
Cold mountain stream
Sliver under fingernail
Campfire smoke
Homesick
Rivertrout-mud taste
Sitting on my foot
Bee stings
I miss her