It was all about cheese and joy http://www.livejournal.com/users/blissqueen/2002/11/13/ I was just beginning my mission in Charleston, was part of the team and we were feeling strong from weeks of hard physical training. She left along time ago for other horrible missions. I am almost finished now, perhaps by Tuesday with only a few details to sort out. I feel unfit… Read more →

I can not weigh myself with out writing it down usually on a little scrap of paper that falls out of my pocket at an embarrising time with no date or anything to reference it just a number exact to the decimal Read more →

“You make and take the time to get rid of clutter. You have the energy, will power, motivation and strong desire to get rid of clutter now. Getting rid of clutter gives you great satisfaction. The wonderful feeling of getting rid of clutter motivates you to continue until you are completely free of it. You see clutter as something you… Read more →

I told my boyfriend I don't have time to read my books I said I don't even have enough time to read my books on tape. He said He would read them to me Read more →

I am obsessed with thoughts of this http://www.theplan.com/dmi/pix/examples.htm I am sure I have it. Read more →

When I was a sophmore at the preppy all girls school that I went to, before I got kicked out, I decided to take my friend Mike from the preppy all boys prep school to meet my drug dealer. Mike looked straight, when we would go to cop together the dealers would just laugh in his face, so I would… Read more →

Your Dream: my mothers fingers in the drinking fountain, she had cut them off and run away crazy Words like mothers: Approval or disapproval. From what do you need to feel nourish and protected? Words like fingers: Sensitivity and awareness. It denotes great spiritual research and restless efforts to reach the pinnacle of your ambitions. Words like fountain: Freedom of… Read more →

“The best thing in life is life.” – Ice Cube, Until We Rich Read more →

I feel like I am always putting my “real life” off until something gets done that will make it perfect. Read more →

in front of the house I drank from the fountain and found her fingers my mother’s fingers she had cut them off and run away she must have gone crazy really crazy I needed to help her but I could not find her I hoped she was happier now Read more →

something is missing dreaminess Read more →

I am going to eat the hottest sauce it will be hot Read more →

I drink way too much of it and I can not stop Read more →

I will take you to my gym it is full of beautiful gay boys work out in packs and greet each other with enthusiasm and kisses. I overhear them asking each other things like “are you still dating Lou Diamond Philips?” the straight guys (who only look gay) hog the mirrors and lift while talking on their cell phones AND… Read more →

LiveJournal Haiku! Your name: blissqueen Your haiku: themthen i realizei am peeing on the fanwhichwas impossible Username: Created by Grahame Powered by Python 2.3 Advice welcome, particularly on how to count syllables better! (source code) Read more →

the simplest things make me feel better, like crying and watching this http://www.velvethammerburlesque.com/movies/ming_small.mov Read more →

I feel unattached to things around me, distant, and disoriented. Like I am on a trip, but without that sense of newness and wonder. I am not happy nor unhappy, just numb. Read more →

I went there this weekend it rules Read more →

One nostril means latin, The other means greek. My legs will be little steel rods, which will continue trotting after I am dead. My Arms are two useless limbs when I stand on my head (Which I never do). My mourth, too often open, will be my despair- and drivelling,- when I'll be very old (which will never be) I… Read more →

To the Hand What the eye sees is a dream of sight what it wakes to is a dream of sight and in the dream for every real lock there is only one real key and it’s in some other dream now invisible it’s the key to the one real door it opens the water and the sky both at… Read more →