Blissqueen

He has a nice body
He is wearing velvet pants
He has tears in his eyes
He loves to dance

AND KISSGIVING!!!!!!

It is the 9th day of sheer bliss, of sushi, of oysters, of love and celebration.
I am the happiest girl ever.

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In the dark
It's just you and I
Not a sound
Ther's not one sigh
Just the beet of my poor heart
In the dark
Now, in the dark, in the dark
I get such a thrill
When he presses his fingertips
Upon my lips
And he begs me to plase keep still
In the dark
But soon
This dance will be endin'
And you're gonna be missed
Gee, I'm […]

I saw it in the mirror this morning, written across my ass while I was sleeping.
It must be true,

Sushi and muscles and steak tartar and tuna tartar and many many raw oysters and caviar….. and laughing and kissing.

My mission has been trying. I feel like I am in a foreign land where everyone does everything a different way. The wrong way. 170 means 173. There is no proper chain of command. No one takes responsibility. I am swimming up-river, pulling along a little barge that is getting weighed down by more and […]

I walked up to the fish and they looked at me, five koi, huge and blowing kisses, they seemed so happy to have an admirer, trying to swim right through the glass to me.
This weekend I had my toenails painted a beautiful blue. They are tiny portals and they are calling for him to come […]

I have become intimate with pain lately: shooting pain, throbbing pain, aching pain…..
And this is just my back. Poor back.
There is also the pain of my current mission, which seems to be blocked by evil forces at every turn. As my mission partner Pivo put so aptly this morning “they are fucking us from every […]

Somehow I found myself standing in front of a table of cheese at 1 am Saturday night in Charleston South Carolina. Actually, there were two tables about 3 feet in diameter heaping with cheese and fruit. Five like-minded individuals seemed to appear and descend on them at the same time. We were positively reveling in […]

One night we smelled every single spice in my kitchen, laughing

I am in love,
So happy and hopeful
And
I am leaving tomorrow
On my mission
With a heavy heart
So very sad
I have memorized him
The curve of his bottom lip
His scent,
I can hear him saying…
And tears have arrived all ready
Even though we agreed
To wait until
tomorrow

Lately, I wake up in bed with the sweetest boys.