Monthly Archives: October 2002

Hollywood, CA October 2002

I cut through the dark alley, way off the street. It is late and the buildings are abandoned. A missile lies on its side. I find the unmarked door. I have never been here before, but I'll take my chances. I enter a cavernous world with crazy equipment everywhere, I make my way to the back. I have talked to… Read more →

Spicy tuna on crispy rice

Lunch-time celebration with and LG. LG asks me why my skin is glowing and with out thinking I exclaim proudly “orgasm” awkward silence, a weird look from the waiter and then laughing….. in light of recent events it would make sense that I might say such a thing, but I had to explain that it was actually the Nars blush… Read more →

Aprés un Reve

Dans un sommeil que charmait ton image, Je rêvais le bonheur, ardent mirage. Tes yeux étaint plus doux, ta voix pure et sonore, Tu rayonnais comme un ciel éclairé par l'aurore; Tu m'appelais et je quittais la terre Pour m'enfuir avec toi vers la lumiére. Les cieux pour nous entr'ouvraient leurs nues, Splendeurs inconnues divines entrevues; Hélas! Hélas, triste réveil… Read more →


The sight of Blissqueen being so thoroughly dominated was almost as shocking as her behavior afterwards, when she tenderly wiped the blood off of Bachelor #13's cheek as the two answered questions. Bachelor#13 said he never worried about Blissqueen biting him or committing a foul to change the outcome of the fight. Round One: The fight kicks off at… Read more →

waking dreams

I woke up wondering about him. What he was doing, how was he? I don't know why because I hardly knew him. I guess he made an impression on me or maybe it was just that when my friend said to me “I really liked him”. It was with such weight that I knew that it was true. True in… Read more →

what they did to me

It didn't matter that I was a girl, they were going to beat the holy living crap out of me. I didn't understand their law or what I had done exactly. It didn't matter that it made no sense at all. The main thing was that I was in trouble. What I had done, which I can't remember, was something… Read more →

Cremation from now on

The odor of the dead is strong. Once you smell it you never forget it. It gets in your nose and it gets in your mind. I don't know which it gets into more. I came home yesterday and my cat had been dug up. She was about 5 feet from were I had buried her. It seemed overwhelming and… Read more →

Bachelor # 17

He just returned from Spain. Iin a small village a man asked “I heard that in California people drink coffee in their CARS?” When he told the man that it was true it really upset the man. “Why don't they just sit down and drink their coffee?” I thought about how often I drink coffee in my car, and eat… Read more →