I cut through the dark alley, way off the street. It is late and the buildings are abandoned. A missile lies on its side. I find the unmarked door. I have never been here before, but I'll take my chances. I enter a cavernous world with crazy equipment everywhere, I make my way to the back. I have talked to… Read more →
Monthly Archives: October 2002
The Man I Love
We slept Wrapped in his arms In Every possible configuration Holding both of my hands Sweetly he kisses my back I smell flowers Read more →
Spicy tuna on crispy rice
Lunch-time celebration with and LG. LG asks me why my skin is glowing and with out thinking I exclaim proudly “orgasm” awkward silence, a weird look from the waiter and then laughing….. in light of recent events it would make sense that I might say such a thing, but I had to explain that it was actually the Nars blush… Read more →
Announcement
After a very long an arduous search Blissqueen has finally taken a lover And Oh, how sweet he is. That is all. Read more →
Aprés un Reve
Dans un sommeil que charmait ton image, Je rêvais le bonheur, ardent mirage. Tes yeux étaint plus doux, ta voix pure et sonore, Tu rayonnais comme un ciel éclairé par l'aurore; Tu m'appelais et je quittais la terre Pour m'enfuir avec toi vers la lumiére. Les cieux pour nous entr'ouvraient leurs nues, Splendeurs inconnues divines entrevues; Hélas! Hélas, triste réveil… Read more →
yeah, right, uhhhhh, yea
A quick announcement is in the Hawse AND we are now going to eat very much sushi AGAIN. YESH End of announcement Read more →
#13
The sight of Blissqueen being so thoroughly dominated was almost as shocking as her behavior afterwards, when she tenderly wiped the blood off of Bachelor #13's cheek as the two answered questions. Bachelor#13 said he never worried about Blissqueen biting him or committing a foul to change the outcome of the fight. http://www.sight-sound.si/samples/ivideo/boxing.jpg Round One: The fight kicks off at… Read more →
interview for me
Update I have a job interview tomorrow. I will meet my new potential boss at 10am. He is self-described as little hair, jolly face might be wearing suspenders. I am excited. Weird to be excited about a job interview I know, but I am. Read more →
ack
waking dreams
I woke up wondering about him. What he was doing, how was he? I don't know why because I hardly knew him. I guess he made an impression on me or maybe it was just that when my friend said to me “I really liked him”. It was with such weight that I knew that it was true. True in… Read more →
slap
tonight I plan on dreaming
http://www.content.loudeye.com/scripts/hurlPNM.exe?/~ttt-600005/0415029_0108_00_0002.ra Read more →
Bachelor #15 / "Sorry I didn't send you a call sheet"
Round #2 About a half an hour before we are supposed to meet he calls me asking for directions. This is after he has had me e-mail the address and info to him no less then 3 times. I should have said then at that moment ” let's just forget it”, but unfortunately, I didn't. If it wasn't going badly… Read more →
Bachelor #15 / Could this be the litmus test?
Round One He is 6'3″ and I had visions, if things worked out, of being able to freely wear any shoe that pleased me with out regard to the height, even though it has never stopped me before. I know that this is not the best criteria for judging a potential soul-mate, but these are desperate times. I was coming… Read more →
what they did to me
It didn't matter that I was a girl, they were going to beat the holy living crap out of me. I didn't understand their law or what I had done exactly. It didn't matter that it made no sense at all. The main thing was that I was in trouble. What I had done, which I can't remember, was something… Read more →
Bachelor 13 / dream date for real
Everyone has left, the movie is over, we lay down in the grass kissing. It is dark, we are wading through a pond in the cemetery, it is thick and smells like sulfur. We are giggling and I feel people telling us “shhhhhhhh”, but we are having too much fun. We are running across the grass past the tombstones. An… Read more →
My probation office might even turn me in.
The prosecution was very close to a conviction. It was a mystery and all the facts where coming to light. I was being questioned harshly. “Is it not true that you did miss blissqueen choose someone to be the one? Your one?” “yes” I mumble with my head down “this is true” “And is that one in this courtroom today”… Read more →
Cremation from now on
The odor of the dead is strong. Once you smell it you never forget it. It gets in your nose and it gets in your mind. I don't know which it gets into more. I came home yesterday and my cat had been dug up. She was about 5 feet from were I had buried her. It seemed overwhelming and… Read more →
Bachelor # 17
He just returned from Spain. Iin a small village a man asked “I heard that in California people drink coffee in their CARS?” When he told the man that it was true it really upset the man. “Why don't they just sit down and drink their coffee?” I thought about how often I drink coffee in my car, and eat… Read more →
Her house was big
In the 6th grade I went to Kandra Lanes's house. She had a brand new lawn. She took me to the study and showed me a trophy. “My Mom was Miss America. What was yours?” Read more →