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Archive for July, 2002

damn fool deals

Tuesday, July 30th, 2002

Last week it finally occurred to me that I need a new agent/manager. I realized that my agent has been getting me some damn fool deals. This epiphany came when I proposed some of the deals to myself that he procured for me in the past few years.
Him- “how would you like a really cute […]

sleeptalking

Sunday, July 28th, 2002

an old boyfriend talking in his sleep once said
“Why are they doing this to me?”

She must really love me…..

Wednesday, July 24th, 2002

At my feet
cat doing somersault
in my underwear
just tossed off
looking pleased

I found myself doing somthing weird

Sunday, July 21st, 2002

I don't know what led up to it exactly but I had my arm in the mouth of a lion, well a statue of a lion.
My arm was in there and I was going “GRRRRRR” “GRRRRRR”. I guess I was playing or something.

I heart LA

Saturday, July 20th, 2002

Today a hairy man in a black speedo roller-bladed by me on the street.

The boy I met today

Friday, July 19th, 2002

“Hey!” he says indignantly and sort of hurt
I turn around to see a very small person with wide brown eyes staring at me.
It seems I have taken his seat and pushed aside his pasta, now he is ready to resume.
“Why don't you sit here” I say not being that good with strangers and even […]

Bachelor #11 NYC

Thursday, July 18th, 2002

I have having a ridiculously overpriced meal with friends and am nervous about my date. He is different then the men I have dated as of late. Very different. This is the first date that I am this nervous, somehow I feel like I have something to prove. I feel like he is olivia newton […]

Long live the new flesh

Thursday, July 18th, 2002

I wonder if everyone's brain is being modified by TV and I am being left behind. Somehow missing the same visual syntax as everyone else. Vision as a second language. I stopped watching television when I was 12. Maybe I was pissed that it wasn't giving me as much attention as I was giving […]

look who's boss

Wednesday, July 17th, 2002

My therapeutic advisor told me that it was good that I could say “NO” to other people, but I needed to learn to say “NO” to myself.
It rang true for me and I have been working on this off and on ever since. Today I was thinking that I actually do say “NO” to myself, […]

It is easier to hate then miss, and not as fulfilling.

Saturday, July 13th, 2002

Ever since New York gave me my walking papers I have hated him. He forced to go to new lands, making mine too intolerably oppressive and barren. When I would visit him all I could think about was how he would never satisfy me, how he would make me work so hard to prove […]

I find this out now?

Friday, July 12th, 2002

my perfume is the cloned aromas of everyday electrical appliances with the essences of various woods with willow moss, and angelica grains.

A B, A B C D

Thursday, July 11th, 2002

The moon up above, it shines down upon our skin
Whispering words that scream of outrageous sin,
We all want the stuff that's found in our wildest dreams

It gets kinda rough in the back of our limousine
That's what we are, we all want a love bizarre
That's what we are, we all want a love […]

the day I was shit girl, everything was beautiful

Wednesday, July 10th, 2002

This is what they got in Malibu

rewards of dreaming

Tuesday, July 9th, 2002

I went to bed last night dreaming of sushi
today PJ Harvey's b-sides came.
thanks

<lj user="greyspider "> fan club

Monday, July 8th, 2002

on the fourth of july your fanclub met for a meeting
in the back yard of M in brooklyn.
I was there.
We were fighting over who would be president.
We all thought we were most qualified
Or Just wanted to be.
So we called you.



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