Monthly Archives: July 2002

damn fool deals

Last week it finally occurred to me that I need a new agent/manager. I realized that my agent has been getting me some damn fool deals. This epiphany came when I proposed some of the deals to myself that he procured for me in the past few years. Him- “how would you like a really cute boyfriend who is good… Read more →

The boy I met today

“Hey!” he says indignantly and sort of hurt I turn around to see a very small person with wide brown eyes staring at me. It seems I have taken his seat and pushed aside his pasta, now he is ready to resume. “Why don't you sit here” I say not being that good with strangers and even more unsure with… Read more →

Bachelor #11 NYC

I have having a ridiculously overpriced meal with friends and am nervous about my date. He is different then the men I have dated as of late. Very different. This is the first date that I am this nervous, somehow I feel like I have something to prove. I feel like he is olivia newton john in grease or something.… Read more →

Long live the new flesh

I wonder if everyone's brain is being modified by TV and I am being left behind. Somehow missing the same visual syntax as everyone else. Vision as a second language. I stopped watching television when I was 12. Maybe I was pissed that it wasn't giving me as much attention as I was giving it, that it refused to know… Read more →

look who's boss

My therapeutic advisor told me that it was good that I could say “NO” to other people, but I needed to learn to say “NO” to myself. It rang true for me and I have been working on this off and on ever since. Today I was thinking that I actually do say “NO” to myself, it is just that… Read more →

A B, A B C D

The moon up above, it shines down upon our skin Whispering words that scream of outrageous sin, We all want the stuff that's found in our wildest dreams It gets kinda rough in the back of our limousine That's what we are, we all want a love bizarre That's what we are, we all want a love bizarre A strawberry… Read more →