Last week it finally occurred to me that I need a new agent/manager. I realized that my agent has been getting me some damn fool deals. This epiphany came when I proposed some of the deals to myself that he procured for me in the past few years.
Him- “how would you like a really cute […]
Archive for July, 2002
damn fool deals
sleeptalking
an old boyfriend talking in his sleep once said
“Why are they doing this to me?”
She must really love me…..
At my feet
cat doing somersault
in my underwear
just tossed off
looking pleased
I found myself doing somthing weird
I don't know what led up to it exactly but I had my arm in the mouth of a lion, well a statue of a lion.
My arm was in there and I was going “GRRRRRR” “GRRRRRR”. I guess I was playing or something.
I heart LA
Today a hairy man in a black speedo roller-bladed by me on the street.
The boy I met today
“Hey!” he says indignantly and sort of hurt
I turn around to see a very small person with wide brown eyes staring at me.
It seems I have taken his seat and pushed aside his pasta, now he is ready to resume.
“Why don't you sit here” I say not being that good with strangers and even […]
Bachelor #11 NYC
I have having a ridiculously overpriced meal with friends and am nervous about my date. He is different then the men I have dated as of late. Very different. This is the first date that I am this nervous, somehow I feel like I have something to prove. I feel like he is olivia newton […]
Long live the new flesh
I wonder if everyone's brain is being modified by TV and I am being left behind. Somehow missing the same visual syntax as everyone else. Vision as a second language. I stopped watching television when I was 12. Maybe I was pissed that it wasn't giving me as much attention as I was giving […]
look who's boss
My therapeutic advisor told me that it was good that I could say “NO” to other people, but I needed to learn to say “NO” to myself.
It rang true for me and I have been working on this off and on ever since. Today I was thinking that I actually do say “NO” to myself, […]
It is easier to hate then miss, and not as fulfilling.
Ever since New York gave me my walking papers I have hated him. He forced to go to new lands, making mine too intolerably oppressive and barren. When I would visit him all I could think about was how he would never satisfy me, how he would make me work so hard to prove […]
I find this out now?
my perfume is the cloned aromas of everyday electrical appliances with the essences of various woods with willow moss, and angelica grains.
A B, A B C D
The moon up above, it shines down upon our skin
Whispering words that scream of outrageous sin,
We all want the stuff that's found in our wildest dreams
It gets kinda rough in the back of our limousine
That's what we are, we all want a love bizarre
That's what we are, we all want a love […]
the day I was shit girl, everything was beautiful
This is what they got in Malibu
rewards of dreaming
I went to bed last night dreaming of sushi
today PJ Harvey's b-sides came.
thanks
<lj user="greyspider "> fan club
on the fourth of july your fanclub met for a meeting
in the back yard of M in brooklyn.
I was there.
We were fighting over who would be president.
We all thought we were most qualified
Or Just wanted to be.
So we called you.