May 30th I am out with friends, doing karoake I know that EB#6 lives very near, it would be so fun if he were here. I call him and he comes. I do hope that my carpenter' s duet, “Close to you”, will be over before he comes, but as it happens he arrives about two and a half minutes… Read more →

We are oddly comfortable and formal at the same time. We go to lunch and a cactus store. He is feeling ill and bad in general. I am sensing an effort to keep me at arms length and I do not understand, I am worried that any natural sign of affection will be unwanted or misinterpreted. There are so many… Read more →